{"id":60,"date":"2024-05-13T09:57:26","date_gmt":"2024-05-13T14:57:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/?page_id=60"},"modified":"2024-05-17T12:56:06","modified_gmt":"2024-05-17T17:56:06","slug":"hands-off","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/home-page\/hands-off\/","title":{"rendered":"Hands Off"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-61\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-300x211.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"408\" height=\"287\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-300x211.jpg 300w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-1024x721.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-150x106.jpg 150w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-768x541.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-1536x1082.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-1-2-2048x1443.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 408px) 100vw, 408px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was raped sophomore year. Almost strangled to death. My knife got me out, but his strangling hands stalked my waking and sleeping visions. My therapist releas<\/span>ed the\u00a0 phantom hands, helped me. relearn how to breathe, to sleep, to be alone, to exist in public. I will always experience the fear that without warning, a strange man will try to kill me, that he will choke my \u201cno\u2019s\u201d out of my throat. I reject feeling shame when I am blameless and the school ignores my trauma. My silence brings me no comfort. I will scream out loud.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-63\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-290x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"290\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-290x300.jpg 290w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-990x1024.jpg 990w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-145x150.jpg 145w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-768x794.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-1486x1536.jpg 1486w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-1-of-10-1-1981x2048.jpg 1981w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 290px) 100vw, 290px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-64\" src=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-230x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"230\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-230x300.jpg 230w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-784x1024.jpg 784w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-115x150.jpg 115w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-768x1003.jpg 768w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-1176x1536.jpg 1176w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-1569x2048.jpg 1569w, https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1755\/2024\/05\/PortfolioImage-4-of-10-scaled.jpg 1961w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 230px) 100vw, 230px\" \/><\/p>\n<h3>Specs<\/h3>\n<p>Title: Hands Off<\/p>\n<p>Date: 4\/22\/2024<\/p>\n<p>Medium: Intaglio Print, Sumi-e ink painting, Thread<\/p>\n<p>Scale: N\/A<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was raped sophomore year. Almost strangled to death. My knife got me out, but his strangling hands stalked my waking and sleeping visions. My therapist released the\u00a0 phantom hands, helped me. relearn how to breathe, to sleep, to be alone, to exist in public. I will always experience the fear that without warning, a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5226,"featured_media":0,"parent":2,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-60","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/60","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5226"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=60"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/60\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":156,"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/60\/revisions\/156"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/2"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pages.stolaf.edu\/anzu-gallery\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=60"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}